such a beautiful disaster;
Sunday, March 04, 2007
My life sucks! tell me how to be happy.. Everyday haf to console myself, make myself look happy..
Work
A tough day again.. working like dog again, life is so hard at work. now i understand at work, there is beri hard to balance friends and work. Don't know what to say, u think for people at work, but who will really think for u?.. It's has been for mths and i keep quiet hoping for changes.. but eventually things don't seem to be fine, everyone is just so selfish~, from today onward, i will just carry my own task, work myself, fulfill all my responsibilities. Whoever wanna sae, i wun bother anymore.
Her
hais.. dunno wad to sae.. i really nid "wang qing shui" , somehow it's really take my a chaos to 4get a person? why? i always think i am someone who can take and let go easily bt why can't this time?.. hais.. i kinda surprise myself ... but right now i can only stand by her side, doing what i can really do and make sure she is being take care of, maybe she dun realise my existance, my doings, but seeing her happy at all times, nt being bullied. Things i do may not be dat significant, bits and bits and time to time i will show my concern and help her, care for her but somehow i can't be dat obvious, coz i nt sure what will happen when she noes. So i am content that she still treat me as fren, even looking her from her, doing and spend my every effort secretly is also a kinda of sensation for me. Maybe letting go will be good for her too?
the origin.5:56 AM
Name : Donavon - yIhOnG
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Age : 19
Dob : 7 Jan 1987
Wishes
Superstar
Love her
Be a better man
Improve in my singing
Do well in my fyp
Hates
Backstabber
Hyprocrite
Cheese
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