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such a beautiful disaster;
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
seriously i really cannot stands my working place.! today marks the end of zhan - as the cathay staff! =(
Can't u imagine where u work for the cathay for soon 1 year and the manager telling u dat he gonna gif the new staff more hours to train them so dat they can replace the old staff? can't he simply think dat who is the one who is working/extending the shift when he nid helps? Life sucks when ppl just take u for granted !
Today is another tired day where i am being fully make use ! seriously my job dun worth just 4.50, in fact they shld pay me more for wad i am doing, inventory; staff management; on job operation management; all management by just 4.50? TMD~ soon i will be getting another once she find a full time job and work lesser dere, or maybe i will be quitting too.. wad for staying ? hahas .. sianzation.. life is not about expecting ur return from wad u invest, and is the process of putting in the effort to make the whole process meaningful and enjoy ? =) dunno whether i am enjoying, bt definitely / hopefully she enjoyed too =)
the origin.10:35 AM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hahas.. love saint 2007 = yihong
haha i go buy the makansutra 2007 book and went around finding websites dat sell nice food, as i noe food is wad she is craving for =) wad i can do now is to ensure she gt nice food eat especially when she is working, so this sat i will go find powerful food again. Been doing research and finding frens for advice and enquiries on where gt nice food and of coz my makansutra bk. Of course, no matter how far and the queue how long i will definitely get the food for her.
Tink of asking her out again.. but sadly i was abit late, she agreed to meet her friends her, but however i will just stay at home and rest bahs.. not really intend to ask other people out.. haha i also need some rest, have been working and working. I tink i really lack of rest and now haf damn lots of ulcer in my mouth, sore throat, going to voiceless soon!
Bought my psp! ahha finally.. damn cool siah.. can see video, play game, listen mp3 etc!
There is alot of unpredictable things in life, u may think u are healthy.. but in fact u are not? why god created us? but leave us with all the possibilities of getting all those illness and problems? Can't they think spare a thought for the sufferer?.. where firstly they tink they are very healthy, but suddenly went for checkup and eventually the doc just tell them oh u haf this problem in ur body here n dere?.. how will u react? i duno?.. ask god?.. hais
the origin.10:55 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
hehehe.. 59 hrs this wk =).. damn happy.. getting nearer to my 1k pay =) ... and promoting to cathay robort; hmm.. i wan my psp asap!.. actually last wk is a sucky wk for me, quarrel with managers, dispute with some "staff" and of course the workplace make fully use of me.. really till the extend dat human can't tolert =( but why? cause the management sux! but anyway lucky she was there at least i sense some motivation for work if not i tink i would haf be gone by now =)
Yesterday went supper wif zh,kh,ben and his gf.. went bukit timah eat teh chew porridge, damn exp siah, a fish, "3 layer meat", pig intestine, salty vege, minced pork and porridge and it cost 30 bucks! and why so expensive? and fengyi told me i was indeed eating the whole PIG, dat's why it's so ex! come on.. those who think is funny pls tag =)
hmm.. it's has been a bad weather, cause every day is a sunny.. pls take care guys and get well soon for wanching =) pls go see doc when u need to !
the origin.1:57 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
不知道怎么表达自己，我想用华语会比较容易表达吧。感情这东西，有了会闲麻烦，少了又拼命想。为何我明明喜欢她但我必须要保持一段距离。可能这就是我的命吧，回想起九月十三日那一天我寄给她的第一个sms﹐但現在也只是一個美麗的回憶﹐我只能在她的周圍為她默默的等待。等待也許不是一個很好的辦法﹐但我也沒法忘記她。我不想讓我的朋友為我煩﹐只好狀一副若無起事的樣子對待。過度執着也與事無補。這是我個人的決定﹐沒辦法﹐忘記她我做不到﹐只好走一步看一步。能為她負出﹐看到她的一絲微笑﹐我已很滿足了。
the origin.5:33 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
I am nt a supersititous person but dat nite however i went forward and sat on the table and choose few tarot cards and see how is my career path and love life like. For career - it's will be smooth for my every job and will be able to be appreciate and promote fast but however easy effort will lead to complacent, in the end will fall, so i must beware of backstabber at work. For work i really dun bother coz i nv think so far. But for Love - i am really damn happy. I choose a happiness card. The person told me, the ger i love eventually we will be tgt, he ask me to hold on, show my sincerity and this relationship will be a good one in the sense. And he sae most probably the ger had already had some interest in me. When i heard dat, the whole prom night is like a kind of celebration for me. Haha.. although is just some craps, but i really beri happy when i heard dat and i keep praying for good cards for the love part. heez it's like a consolation for me. However i still love her =) 5th mth
the origin.5:59 AM
My life sucks! tell me how to be happy.. Everyday haf to console myself, make myself look happy..
Work
A tough day again.. working like dog again, life is so hard at work. now i understand at work, there is beri hard to balance friends and work. Don't know what to say, u think for people at work, but who will really think for u?.. It's has been for mths and i keep quiet hoping for changes.. but eventually things don't seem to be fine, everyone is just so selfish~, from today onward, i will just carry my own task, work myself, fulfill all my responsibilities. Whoever wanna sae, i wun bother anymore.
Her
hais.. dunno wad to sae.. i really nid "wang qing shui" , somehow it's really take my a chaos to 4get a person? why? i always think i am someone who can take and let go easily bt why can't this time?.. hais.. i kinda surprise myself ... but right now i can only stand by her side, doing what i can really do and make sure she is being take care of, maybe she dun realise my existance, my doings, but seeing her happy at all times, nt being bullied. Things i do may not be dat significant, bits and bits and time to time i will show my concern and help her, care for her but somehow i can't be dat obvious, coz i nt sure what will happen when she noes. So i am content that she still treat me as fren, even looking her from her, doing and spend my every effort secretly is also a kinda of sensation for me. Maybe letting go will be good for her too?
the origin.5:56 AM
Name : Donavon - yIhOnG
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Age : 19
Dob : 7 Jan 1987
Wishes
Superstar
Love her
Be a better man
Improve in my singing
Do well in my fyp
Hates
Backstabber
Hyprocrite
Cheese
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