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such a beautiful disaster;
Monday, November 27, 2006
hais.. somehow i really understand everything.. persistence AINT EVERYTHING. I GAVE UP! , maybe i was too atttitude or wad, ya is i forced myself to landed to this situation. Sometime i realli jealous of my gd fren, REALLY to a HUGE extent. On sat nite, one of my fren who promise to come sing ktv wif us but eventually he pang seh us. However the ger dat he like was pissed coz firstly he is late as he promise to meet us, secondly he pangseh us last min, lastly he overslept on the trip to meet us on the mrt. I can see she is really pissed wif the attitude of my fren, why can't she spare some interests in me? arghs, fuck care then, i nt going to be patient and calm anymore, heck care everything, back to the old me .. thxs everyone for the chatting session , greatly appreciated for those who haf help me once twice or everytime.
Nowaday damn lot of ting to do, projects damn stress up hais.. gonna quit cathay le, nth much left for me, working there is nv my interest, the colleagues dere are nice and someone who make me stay, but now~ time for me to decide my path again ...... alot of performance coming up for me, haha gotta stand up and sing again
the origin.8:13 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
bday passed.. hahah.. now then i realise that not everything u planned will work accordingly. Neither did i forsee i will lose to the weather! .. why the wind so strong? make all the candles cannot light up fully? =( but the sparkles is nice but also cannot light up all at the same time. Why she came home halfway while i was preparing the items? hahaha.. all so UNEXPECTED! However the cake is nice, thanks joyce and wen for the suggestion, haha she like chocolate cake and joyce and wen suggest me go paragon buy, eventually it turn out nice. =) also bought a customized bear =) hahas, a bear who wore the same shirt as me which i wore to celebrate her bday with her. Actually i really not sure how many years i can hold on and celebrate wif her her bday, but i hope at least the bear will be a replacement of me who will sing her a bday song whenever she wants without my existance. haha after the celebration, went eating wif frens! those few frens of mine, brother to the max, help me with the whole day event, without their help, i tink this event will be more messy with the cock up. Thxs qy too for being my informer and sy too though i everytime sae she trouble maker =) ahahahhahaha
the origin.7:05 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
hais.. today wad a sucky day.. first time.. broke up promise and wake up late worse still 4get to wake her up! hais ytd conference wif fy , sy, alvin and cyn and dunno why i cannot wake up also. hais first time ever since startin from 2 weeks ago. hais! can't imagine i can 4get to wake up~ maybe is just a minor thing, bt this show how careless and not concern enough i am. Very disappointed .. maybe i tink i haf become more and more sucky nowaday, hais from today onward i gotta slp early~ and no more nite time for me, i gonna make sure i do the best i can do whenever i am till the day i tink is time to let go ....
the origin.9:44 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
hais.. so long no blog liao.. dunno why emo abit and feel like blogging.. feel like she is getting colder and colder? why? i also dunno.. tired has always been her ways of avoiding my date .. nahs.. just heck care! .. my final year project.. dun sae leh.. terror ! have been getting more and more tired of EVERYTHING.. pls god enlighten me .. i wish to slp and wish to be emotionless! spare me from all those sorrow and heartbreaking incident. Getting nearer and nearer hahas.. hopefully it will be a pleasant surprise or hopefully is a success event? just pray for everything will be fine on friday.. no rain? no stunt from anyone.. and no cock up in my planning too =) `` all the prayers dat i send in return is just the memories dat i receive
the origin.11:40 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
ahah on phone wif my dearest fy now!.. We are crapping again, she told me dat fir rox, but i feel wang leehom and jay rox more! and our crappy session continue... today superstar 2nd rd has ended! weejian score 32 pts which is the 2nd highest score in today round. hehe saw sy and wc there and wc's frens. hahas so happy day, saw yumei and my old frens, all my sec sch brothers and gers friend =) hehehe .. all become more and more mature for the gers, especial elizabeth ! she crap more compare to last time and yumei still the same, still kinda miss her alots but is the past, my only regrets.. anyway haha we are gd frens. This wk work 50 hours and yumei and sok bday is at this wkend bt sadly i was working and couldn't celebrate for them. SOK and YUMEI i am sry.! No worries, i will still gif u gers some surprise hopefully =) btw ytd was a sucky for esther, our new box staff, she work less den 3 days already shortage 60+ dollars, wad a misery, hais.. hopefully no more shortage for her, i prayed.......
the origin.9:57 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
weeeEee went kbox overnite last fri, enjoyed the whole session and generous fy treat us eat 20 bucks of ben & jerry ice cream and we smuggle to kbox eat, wad a fun and the kbox staff keep peeping at us and the cookie dough ice cream damn shoik! after the whole kbox session den i realise i 4get to bring my laptop home and left at cathay, it was wtf, how can i 4get my laptop and waited for AO to come at 8.30 to open the staff office door for me. After that i reach home at ard 10.30 and went to slp. Worse still i 4get to bath and get up and bath and slp again. Not long after ard 12.30 , cathay call and ask me to return the movie express key, OMG i 4get to return key, hahah movie express open at 1+ liddat hahaha.. I went down eat wif my fren ( her ) , ahah and we went fish and co and eat. My this fren quite surprising she told me alot of things which totally shocked me. Maybe study culture and the people we social wif really affects our thinging. I bring her go eat she told me a meal is just a meal no nid to eat so expensive, she is beri exception from my all of those "ger" friend of mine who don't really fancy this kind of meals, is more on the sense of enjoyment she haf fun wif rather den the food she care =) .. anyway ya realli quite amazed and went for after dat. Anyway SUNDAY work SUX, 1 person at Movie Express, really busy the hell out of me. Roger damn funny on sun, he keep lying to angelia dat she shortage! and keep saeing i evil wan angelia shortage coz i keep asking shortage how much as i had calculated shortage of 400+ bucks! anyway gt a msg for her dat she din shortage, i was relieved, 400+ is not a small sum, she work like fuck and in the end shortage 400+ if is me i will fuck the whole cathay upside down! =)
the origin.1:17 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
hais.. a dilemma for today ...tonite sy and cyn jio me go overnite kbox.. feel like gg but i can't go coz tmr i haf a date wif one of my fren. This date was postponed long ago and i damn wished to go out wif this fren of mine. Another thing this kbox session was a last session be4 they go attachment. Cyn told me one thing which i feel very sad, our cathay grp gonna spilt .. hais.. ya maybe bt i feel dat we shld be able to do it as we tink we haf a lot of fun memories tgt.. Going to haf my IIP presentation soon, haha very anxious afraid to not to perform up to standard. Joyce today was exceptionally not normal and she keep sae "people will change" hais, yah.. i agree dat to a great extend. This wk work ard 40+ hours hhehehehe my first time record in my greatest history, maybe work will be a gd avoid for me to let me rest awhile. Thinking too much isn't a gd thing, bt don't thing? how can i? people do haf emotion, do haf feeling .. sometime i shldn't haf bother to explain? wad a complicated me =(
Zzz .. tio scold for nth, ya i was beri anxious abt my presentation and feel like finding 1 friend to chat and end up get scolded by her, dunno why she suddenly so pissed up or wad and end up i was being the anger bag, i just wonder ..... what's on earth happen? human do haf emotions, ya is okie .. coz i tink i nowaday too tired also dunno wad the hell i am doing.. i nid a break! =)
the origin.9:21 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
finally .. problem settle, dunno whether is a blessing in disguise or a new beginning of terror? me and wc thingy is the past.. ya.. so hope all my cathay peeps stop toking abt this hmm.. back to the old self me, quite sad eventually. Thxs cyn, sy, fy, cheryl, winnie and huiwen for talking? =) haha u gers in the past during i haf problem did tok to me and console me, really a million thxs to all of u all and angelia also, when i am bored she will also chat wif me. Somehow i realise is not abt how much u put in, is abt how much ppl willing to appreciate. If someone appreciate ya, u no nid to do anythin she will feel u are dat good! Hais and i am disappointed wif myself, always thought i can clique well and understand peeps well.. ya i am wrong! 2 person is all abt communication! i agree
Haiz.. i will just take a sometime to recover. Gotta concentrate on my project.. anyway this sat i will be going somewhere nice for dinner weEEeeEEE.. looking forward =) Not chasing any ger at the moment and no intention too, cynthia u no nid to worry for me =)Currently i am single but not available.. devoted my life for cathay and my final year project .. sry gers =)
the origin.7:31 PM
Name : Donavon - yIhOnG
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Age : 19
Dob : 7 Jan 1987
Wishes
Superstar
Love her
Be a better man
Improve in my singing
Do well in my fyp
Hates
Backstabber
Hyprocrite
Cheese
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