such a beautiful disaster;
Friday, August 04, 2006
today is a happy nite for everyone in my grp of fren.. weejian - the first npidol in np history! .. i feel happy for him too.. everyone is happy bt sadly not for me - a man without his soul.. i knew it and tell one of my fren dat she definitely last min will cancel.. and rite i guess it correctly.. Seriously i am at my wits towards her.. Come on.. for wad i haf did i tink is really much enuff to win other gers' heart and the sincerity and time i put in. Fark it .. and fark myself.. for being a love saint.. wad believe time will prove everything? believe being true to her will gain sumthin.. omg i am really a fool man' She is like treating me like a bear, happy come and look for me and show me warmth, nt in the mood throw me into the dustbin.. nah i am just like a time subsitute for her, she gt time nth to do, ask me to chat wif her, wait for her do project.. and foolish i am to wait for her ytd from 11 - 3.45 am just to help her check her powerpoint and today become such like a zombie going to school for persentation. She really dunno how to appreciate, really DONT, sumtimes i really tink of giving up.. bt i shldn't take this love so lightly, i am a man, i shld learn to face defeat. bt i really treat her damn well, and nt as if i am damn ugly or wad ! arh.. 3 more days to go and i will fark myself up with i ................................
the origin.10:26 AM
Name : Donavon - yIhOnG
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Age : 19
Dob : 7 Jan 1987
Wishes
Superstar
Love her
Be a better man
Improve in my singing
Do well in my fyp
Hates
Backstabber
Hyprocrite
Cheese
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