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such a beautiful disaster;
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
To click on her or not to click? .. freaking me for having this kind of dilemma.. haha.. click on her and chat afraid disturbing her after her long day of work? bt not to click on her.. my heart telling me not to do.. eventually i stare at her nick for 15 minuters scroll up and down of my msn toolbar .. trying to focus on other ppl nick instead of hers? .. even resort to game.. Actually is really damn hard for me to chat with her nowaday.. i dun dare to make phone calls to her, hoping that will give her more time to slp instead of crapping with me.. conversation between me and her is like getting lesser and lesser eventually once a week? .. hmm bt i strongly believe dat this will not stop me from struggling .. even i enjoy this process.. is not much abt struggling.. is more about loving in a more persistence way. I also duno how long this motivation can keep me going.. just hope dat one day she willl realise dat i am nt the past .. i am the new me.. a present me to suits her more and a better me that will give her more confidence to give me a chance to get closer to her.. dat's all i hope.. My fren u noe who rite .. ask me to give up but seriously i tink of it .. ya i get wad u mean? .. but if i give up rite now.. my past efforts will be fruitless.. it's nt so much about the outcome pleasant anot .. is about the experience.. the process of really spending effort wholeheartly for someone.. I really enjoy this process maybe will turn out to be a tiring and no outcome .. but sincerely thank you god for giving me this beautiful memories =)
the origin.7:35 AM
Name : Donavon - yIhOnG
School: Ngee Ann Poly
Age : 19
Dob : 7 Jan 1987
Wishes
Superstar
Love her
Be a better man
Improve in my singing
Do well in my fyp
Hates
Backstabber
Hyprocrite
Cheese
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